I’m not the perfect sister anyone could ever have - I mean, you could ever have. I may be very unfair as well, but I’ve learned my lesson. There are times wherein I may not be aware of what I say or do, but I also want you to know that you do the same thing too. We both do. Though I hope you know that every scream I make was never intended to hurt you. I hope one day you’ll really be strong enough to show people your true colors, but don’t overdo it - please!
I know that you’ve been in a very rough time since you’re the very first gay out of all our boys, but I hope one day you’ll be happy and proud that you’re gay. I will always be here for you, and you know that whether you’re gay or a guy, I will be.
You have been my closest sibling aside from our eldest sister, and I love you. I hope that you won’t make the same mistakes that I did. I really, really hope so. And I also hope you’ll do better than me.
I know that you know that we all should strive hard if we want the best for ourselves. I may be doing whatever you think I want, but no. I’m not.
Yes, I love my job but there are some things in life wherein you cannot understand yet but in time you will.
I just want you to know that in this life of ours, we should be strong, we should do better, and that’s all because we know better.
We should be strong for ourselves to be a better person in the near future. We should be strong because this isn’t the end of all our problems yet, there’s more to come. The more we learn from our experiences, we get stronger and we learn because of our mistakes if we make them. That is why we get better.
I want you to remember all that, because our lives has always been a complicated one —- and it’s gonna get more complicated in time. So prepare yourself, and when you think you can’t hold on anymore… Just come to me. I’m always here to listen, to talk, and to comfort you guys because that’s my job as your sister.
I love you all, and I hope you would all realize that in time.